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Smore'sAllen awoke to a rapid knocking on the door to his room. Sighing, he lifted himself from his tiny bed and went to see who would call on him at such a late hour. Opening the door he was greeted by a bouncy red head clad from head to toe in black. "Lavi?" Allen had to say his friends name so that it could register in his head that he was woken up, in the middle of the night, by a fucking ginge. "Who else would it be Bean Sprout?" lavi joked and pulled the confused uke out of his room and down to the cafeteria. Allen was shocked to see a light on it the kitchen. Maybe Jerry was there cooking him a special midnight snack. He hoped so. Lavi looked Smore's
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I PromiseI promised to never leave you, Never let you stand alone, To give you shelter for your tears, And show you sunlight, when you saw dark
To lead you through the murky filth, To carry you over the fire, While the flames licked at my face, You'd be safe, so I'd be fine
I promised to lift you to their eyes, So you could see them, Could smell them,
Could finally feel
I vowed to ruin them, If they ever tried, To ruin you, To ruin me
I watched you fall asleep that night, After promising it all, And I closed my eyes I Promise
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ShadowDark, unseen follower, faithful friend Walking beside, and sometimes underfoot Eternally there, awaiting time's end Cold as pavement, warm as sun, black as soot
Hating shadow, breaking mirrors cracked Spinning slowly spiralling shattering down Forgetting all reason, forgetting fact Dress of red becomes blackened gown
Pieces of an unsolvable riddle Scattered across a bloodied bedroom floor For life is not living in the middle, It will not stand beside who is no more
Red and black, dead, gripping glistening blade Shadows and reflections, as one, w Shadow
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Current Residence: West Vancouver
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Interests: You
Favourite movie: Nightmare Before Christmas
Favourite band or musician: The Killers
Favourite genre of music: Jpop/classic rock/ modern rock
Favourite artist: me duh
Favourite poet or writer: Shinga and Rinnalinn
Favourite photographer: Liquidsugar
Favourite style of art: Whatever reminds me of you my dear
Operating System: Mac
MP3 player of choice: Ipod
Shell of choice: Whats a Shell??? Like a Sea shell?
Wallpaper of choice: Do I have a choice?
Skin of choice: my own
Favourite game: Tales of series...
Favourite gaming platform: Ps2
Favourite cartoon character: Creed Diskenth <3
Personal Quote: There's no tacos in chocolate guys
Tools of the Trade: Toaster

Email: lu.ky.13@hotmail.com
MSN: YOUR MOM
Skype: jes.ica.

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I am who I am

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 26, 2009, 8:56 PM

Winter is a time of thought and self realization. I have come to realize many things about myself.

I am spontaneous, I will treat someone one way one second and completely differently the next.
I have the ability to crush someone, but also to make them proud of who they are.
I hate self centered people because I myself am self centered
I believe in a higher power
I wonder if cats have conscious thought
I have a mother complex
I wish I could fly
I value money over love but friends over money
I like being told I'm not good enough
And finally, I realized how lucky I am to be where I am in life. Any trouble or pain I feel is nothing compared to what most feel.

So, all of my darling friends, Tell me.

What have you realized about yourself?
Give me a list in a comment